"Hanging out at Terry Richardson's, I felt like the token ugly girl." -Lesley Arfin
I've been having a lot of weird dreams lately, which I guess also means I haven't been sleeping that well, because I can remember my dreams. The other night I dreamt that Lucia and I saw each other on the street and she was really mad at me for some unexplained reason, and proceeded to beat me up hardcore; I had a blackeye, a swollen face, and four of my teeth fell out. Bloody. And for the rest of the dream I couldn't think of a reason why that would happen, I just knew I was really scared of her and didn't know how to go about dealing with her or talking it out.
The other dream was that people kept asking me to move in with them to other seemingly better apartments, with the offers of cheaper rent, better locations, and living with my actual friends as opposed to people I've met off craigslist. And I kept weighing the options because I didn't want to let anyone down, but at the end of it I just really didn't want to have to move again.
Everything feels like a temporary distraction, even things I genuinely enjoy.
I think this one's my fave.
I've had way too much coffee today and my heart's racing. This is a collection of stuff that I've shot since school ended a month and a half ago...I hope to do some more stuff soon and show y'all.